Mmmm... när man älskar någon mer för var dag som går.

It still feels like our first night together,
Feels like the first kiss.
And it's getting better baby,
No one can better this.
Still holding on,
You're still the one.
First time our eyes met,
Same feeling I get.
Only feels much stronger,
I want to love you longer.
And you still turn the fire on.

So if you're feeling lonely, don't.
You're the only one I'll ever want.
I only want to make it good,
So if I love you, a little more than I should...

Please forgive me, I know not what I do.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you.
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do.
Please believe me, every word I say is true.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you.

Still feels like our best times are together,
Feels like the first touch.
We're still getting closer baby,
Can't get close enough.
Still holding on,
You're still number one.
I remember the smell of your skin,
I remember everything.
I remember all your moves,
I remember you.
I remember the nights, you know I still do.

So if you're feeling lonely, don't.
You're the only one I'll ever want.
I only want to make it good,
So if I love you a little more than I should...

Please forgive me, I know not what I do.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you.
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through.
Please forgive me, if I need you like I do.
Please believe me, every word I say is true.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you.

The one thing I'm sure of,
Is the way we make love.
The one thing I depend on,
Is for us to stay strong.
With every word and every breath I'm praying.
That's why I'm saying,

Please forgive me, I know not what I do.
Please forgive me, I can't stop loving you... ♥

Vi klarar alla eldprov tillsammans.

She was lost,
In so many different ways.
Out in the darkness with no guide.
I know the cost of a losing hand,
But for the grace of God...

Oh I, I found heaven on earth.
You are my last, my first.
And then I hear this voice inside:
Ave Maria.

I've been alone,
While I'm surrounded by friends.
How could the silence be so loud?
But I still go home knowing that I've got you,
There's only us when lights go down.

You are my heaven on earth,
You are my hunger, my thirst.
I always hear this voice inside...
Singing: Ave Maria.

Sometimes love can come and pass you by,
While you're busy making plans.
Suddenly hits you and then you realize,
It's out of your hands.
Baby you've got to understand...

You are my heaven on earth,
You are my last, my first.
And then I hear this voice inside:
Ave Maria.

Wicked love.

När man kommer hem från semester med sin kärlek och dagen efter inser att han och de andra man rest ihop med redan har anpassat sig, och njuter av, hemkomsten med saker att göra medan man själv sitter med hjärteknip. Då är det illa. Jag vill bara vara iväg, vill hitta på saker med honom. Vanlig vardag duger inte längre. Skit också.

Midsommar på Öland.

Det var verkligen en fröjd att fira midsommar i år. Jag var med min älskling och hans familj på deras gård, och vi hade det så mysigt. Vi gjorde en egen mini-midsommarstång, storhandlade mat i Färjestaden och tillagade färskpotatis och annat som gott vi hade till sillen. Sedan har vi hunnit med att vandra i Borgholm och äta på restaurang, och på lördagskvällen gick vi ner till strandkrogen vid Stora Rör och lyssnade på live-band som spelade Rockabilly-låtar. Solen sken hela midsommarhelgen, enda dagen det regnade var en stund på lördagen då det kom världens skyfall!

Allting var verkligen supermysigt, till och med regnet, och jag ville inte åka hem igen.

 

 


En av de där kvällarna...



My body is nice and strong,
but my heart is in a million pieces.
When the sun is shining so am I,
but when night falls, so do my tears .

Sometimes the beat is so loud in my heart
,
that I can barely tell our voices apart .
Sometimes the fear is so loud in my head,
that I can barely hear what God says.

But then I hear a whisper that "this too shall pass".


I hear the angels whisper that "this too shall pass".
My ancestors whisper that "this day will one day be the past".

So I walk in faith, that this too shall pass.

Dagens.

"When we love, we strive to become better than we are. And we become."
- Paulo Coelho


Game over, you lose.

Min tid är på väg, jag känner det. Jag börjar sätta mig själv främst vilket borde vara en självklarhet för var och en. Jag är den enda som alltid kommer vara med mig. Jag är min bästa vän, det är dags att börja vara stolt över mig själv och över den jag är. Jag är bäst, och så var det med det.

/ Fellie




Tired of injustice,
Tired of the schemes.
The lies are disgusting,
So what does it mean?!
Kicking me down,
I've got to get up!
As jacked as it sounds,
The whole system sucks!

Peek in the shadow,
Come into the light.
You tell me I’m wrong,
Then you better prove you’re right!
You’re sellin’ out souls but,
I care about mine.
I’ve got to get stronger,
And I won’t give up the fight!

With such confusions doesn’t it make you wanna scream?
Your bash abusing victimize within the scheme.

You try to cope with every lie they scrutinize.
Somebody please have mercy,
’cause I just can’t take it!

Stop pressuring me,
Just stop pressuring me.
Stop pressuring me,
You make me wanna scream!
Stop pressuring me,
Just stop pressuring me,
Stop fucking with me,
Make you just wanna scream!


Tired of you telling the story your way.
It’s causing confusion,
You think it’s okay.

You keep changing the rules,
While I keep playing the game.
I can’t take it much longer,
I think I might go insane!

Oh my god, can’t believe what I saw,
As I turned on the tv this evening.
I was disgusted, by all the injustice.

Underneath your clothes.

You're a song,
Written by the hands of God.
Don't get me wrong,
'cause this might sound to you a bit odd.
But you own the place,
Where all my thoughts go hiding.
And right under your clothes,
Is where I find them.

Underneath Your Clothes,
There's an endless story.
There's the man I chose,
There's my territory.
And all the things I deserve,
For being such a good girl honey.

Because of you,
I forgot the smart ways to lie.
Because of you,
I'm running out of reasons to cry.
When the friends are gone,
When the party's over,
We will still belong to each other.

I love you more than all that's on the planet;
Movin' talkin' walkin' breathing.
You know it's true,
Oh baby it's so funny.
You almost don't believe it.
As every voice is hanging from the silence,
Lamps are hanging from the celing
Like a lady tied to her good manners,
I'm tied up to this feeling.

Who says



I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn't good enough.
But who are you to judge,
When you're a diamond in the rough.
I'm sure you got some things,
You'd like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn't want to be anybody else.

Na na na
Na na na

I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na
Na na na

You've got every right,
To a beautiful life.
C'mon!

Who says,
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?
Who says?

It's such a funny thing,
How nothing's funny when it's you.
You tell 'em what you mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It’s like a work of art,
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won't let you touch the sky.

Na na na
Na na na

I'm no beauty queen,
I'm just beautiful me.

Na na na
Na na na

You've got every right,
To a beautiful life.
C'mon!

Who says,
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that's hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?

Who says?

Who says you're not star potential?
Who says you're not presidential?
Who says you can't be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don't pass the test?
Who says you can't be the best?
Who said, who said?
Won't you tell me who said that?
Yeah, oh

Who says,
Who says you're not perfect?
Who says you're not worth it?
Who says you're the only one that’s hurting?
Trust me,
That's the price of beauty.
Who says you're not pretty?
Who says you're not beautiful?

Jag är så kär, så kär. Och jag älskar kärleken.



/ Fellie

Vet inte om det stämmer, men vi säger så.

Everything's okey in the end, and if it is not okey, it's not the end.


Ljusets krigare.

The Warrior of the Light views life with tenderness and determination.


"Ljusets krigare vet inte alltid vad de gör här.
Många gånger ligger de vakna
om natten och tycker att deras liv saknar mening.
Det är därför de är ljusets krigare. Därför att de begår misstag.
Därför att de frågar sig själva.
Därför att de söker ett skäl som de säkert kommer att finna."
- Paulo Coelho

Att älska är mitt syfte, och det är det bästa jag vet.




I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts all over the world tonight

Hey! Little mama,
Ooh, you're a stunner
Hot..little figure,
Yes, you're a winner
And I'm so glad to be yours,
You're a class all your own
And..
Oh, little cutie
When you talk to me
I swear the whole world stops
You're my sweetheart
And I'm so glad that you're mine
You are one of a kind and...

You mean to me
What I mean to you and..
Together baby,
There is nothing we won't do
'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

Oh!
I'm into you,
And girl,
No one else would do,
'cause with every kiss and every hug,
You make me fall in love,
And now I know I can't be the only one,
I bet there are hearts all over the world tonight,
With the love of their life who feels..
What I feel when I'm

With you
Girl..
With you

Oh girl!
I don't want nobody else,
Without you, there's no one left then,
You're like Jordans on Saturday,
I gotta have you and I cannot wait now,
Hey! Little shawty,
Say you care for me,
You know I care for you,
You know...that I'll be true,
You know that I won't lie,
You know that I would try,
To be your everything..yeah..

'cause if I got you,
I don't need money,
I don't need cars,
Girl, you're my all.
And..

With you
Oh..
With you
Yeah Heh..

And I..
Will never try to deny,
that you're my whole life,
'cause if you ever let me go,
I would die..
So I won't front,
I don't need another woman,
I just need your all and nothing,
'cause if I got that,
Then I'll be straight
Baby, you're the best part of my day

I need you boo,
I gotta see you boo
And the hearts are all over the world tonight,
Said the hearts are all over the world tonight

Woo Oh.. Yeah
They need it boo,
They gotta see their boo,
Said the hearts are all over the world tonight,
Hearts all over the world tonight

With you
Girl..
With you
Oh..

Från C-dur till A-moll.

Jag har insett någonting. Man kan inte byta skalor. Eftersom vi spelar i olika skalor går mitt humör ibland från C-dur till A-moll, och vet du, det känns inte kul alls. Jag ska sluta försöka överföra dina låtar till den skala jag sjunger i. Mina toner når dig, det räcker. Sedan får jag översätta dina ackord. Det är skillnad på att översätta och att överföra. Jag tänker inte försöka ändra, jag tänker bara försöka förstå lite bättre.

/ Fellie

...

När demoner rider mig, och förlamar mig.
Jag kryper på golvet, jag försöker stå upp.
Jag förstår inte varför,
Det är som om jag vill gråta ut.
Nåt måste ut, ut ur min kropp.
De ljus som jag tände, de har brunnit ner.
Jag måste söka ett nytt ljus, så att jag kan se.

Men jag ska gå hel ur det här, jag ska gå hel ur det här.
Till varje pris, jag ska gå hel ur det här.



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